simplebit-24-why can't we have a time machine and go back to the past?
Monday, December 10, 2007
i wish that this christmas i'll get a time machine as a present.
its unrealistic, yet i want to turn back time.
going back will not help to make any difference, but i still want to take a risk and hold back what i cherish most and the person i love most.
i don't know why, till now, it still hurts for me to see even if it's just some pictures and other people's say.
the scar there can't be undone even with a new relationship and new guy who stands most of my life now.
he can't replace you and no one will,nor can anyone make me forget you.
i'm sorry to be holding back my feelings for you and loving him, but i can't let go.
i know im selfish.
pictures gets the mind thinking wild and the words get spreaded around.
i saw this pic with you and her, lying side by side,sleeping.
how am i suppose to feel when im lookin at the picture?
you may not like/love her anymore, BUT the pictures shows more than that!
i love you yet i love him too,i hate myself.
i can't even stand my friend compliment on him.
im hopeless over love.
im holding on now and hiding thing away form him bcasue i don't wan to end it while it's on its way to forever.
perharps i'll say goodbye when it's time for me to go.
it' unfair but i don't know why everything just makes me go crazy.
it's either let me love you again or teach me to let go.
i want to be alone and give myself some breathing space.
i don't wan to grieve over love yet tears just flow freely without control.
i don't know how he feels if he were to read this post.
i think he knows that i'm hiding things from him but he just doesn't want to make things go the other way round.
it's unfair, the way im treating him.
it's unfair, how much more i love you.
it's unfair, how much i cherish things more in the past.
it's unfair..
it hurts..
let me go. will you? will he?
im feeling damn down now, and emo-ing.
i hate it.
falling again and again over the same person,samn things.
simplebit-23-Fuck.
Thursday, December 6, 2007
I'm so pissed off now.
Damn fucking pissed off.
what's wrong with people nowadays?
ESPECIALLY some people who thinks a lot of irrelevant stuffs and jumps to conclusion!
Damn it.
I wonder why people like to anyhow put words into other people's mouth and make up stories to tell other people of the opposite stuffs.
I'm so so so so damn damn damn damn damn damn pissed !
The things that THE PERSON says is so contradicting can!
Bloody hell !!0
The
All the things the
LOL!
there's tons and tons of things i want to say and scold but i don't know why all the frustration built up inside cant come out slowly but it's coming out at one go!
so if you want to know what I'm trying to talk and scold and swear,call me. :D
cause I'm so angry and i don't know how to express it in words.
i want to tear you apart and feed to you the most vicious snake so that you'll die of a terrible death, you ugly toady peanuts!
simplebit-22-bought new mp3!
Wednesday, November 28, 2007
I woke up in 8.00a.m. Plus yesterday.
Blah blah blah blah.
Met up with Jiehao and Pei him to take his pay and put the money in his bank.
Went to take MRT, saw JL. Stupid JL.
Drop off that cityhall, JL went to work, we met up with Weiliong whom help me bought my mp3.
CREATIVE ZEN STONE PLUS RED 2GB MP3 PLAYER.
How nice right?Hahas.
Rock in colour!
Jiehao help me pay Weiliong first cause I haven got my pay. :(
But I will be getting it tomorrow! :)
And I wan to buy the silicon cover for my mp3, maybe later.
And so, we "song" Weiliong to work and we went shopping?
Decided to go and watch a movie.
Bratz!
Yeap, but I don’t think that the movie was as nice as how i expected it to be.
So after we watch the movie, we went to eat the at "Hong Kong Wang Zai cha Chan ting".
:)
simplebit-21-to work and ended early.
Tuesday, November 27, 2007
I woke up at 6.30 this morning.
My alarm was there to wake me up since my parents are not in Singapore.
I woke up at 6.45 and went to wash up and dress up.
I took a long time to decide what to wear and i left home at 7.15a.m.
Took mrt from Tampines to Clementi.Long jounery.
Took bus 285.
Bought a bun in the canteen.
Ate it fast while walking to the complex and it started raining when i started walking.
Reached the office at 9.00 or 9.10 i dont know.
my phone read 9 and the clock there read 9.10.
started packing stuffs.
HONEY !
man.
i hate honey.but luckily i MASTERED the way of pouring honey so i did'n make a mess :D
then i think it was lunch time.
went over to the 123 foodcourt and eat.
had sliced fish soup and rice.
the soup was yummy! i love soups! :D
went back to office.
do invoice? then i think started backing things again but i forgot what i packed.
then lah lah lah.
ended work at 4 which was like the earliest! and the most slack day we had los!
took bus51 with the peeps and stopped at jurong east interchange.
then took mrt with Jerry and he likes design too! Just like miie :D
he stopped at outram park,i stopped at bugis.
go find jiehao for awhile then went home.
he had to work. :l
came home.
bathe.
slack slack slack.
forgot.
then now updating. :)
tmr no need to work.
:)
simplebit-20-the stay over and a mistake done.
Monday, November 26, 2007
I came back!
Just now my parents called from bangkok saying that they are coming back tmr in the night and might reach home at around 11 p.m. :)
Yesterday,i was the first one among my cousins to reach my granny house.
I read books and stoned a bit.
When they came,my granny went out to pray and we watched "i now pronounce you chuck and Larry."
HILARIOUS! hahas.i wonder how they can find so many people who are willing to disguise themselves as gays and lesbian! lols!
Then we went to Loyang point for dinner.
western,chicken chop. $5.00.
It didn't really fill me up. :( so it seems like the $5.00 is a waste.
after we reach 'home',we watched the Japanese version of meteor rain and i was addicted!
But i still prefer the Taiwan version cause their actions and expression seems more "REAL"! and i understand more Chinese than to Japanese. -.-
We watched the show till 1.00 plus plus in the morning and went to sleep.
continued talking and chatting.suddenly all were asleep.
This morning i woke at 10.29a.m. Counted as late for me though.
I went to wash up and bath and had two pieces of bread plus a cup of Milo.
AND Caspy,the doggy vomited! gosh! i don't know that dogs vomit too leas!
the vomit was yellow in colour.and it seems that it was in difficulty los.
i sort of felt hurtful for it and pity if when it looked that me in innocence.
i have started to over come my fear for dogs since that time i went to my aunt's place and the dog was damn cute and i played with it.
okays,side tracked.
I went out at 12.10 p.m. plus plus and took bus no.17 to the tampines area which is near where Weilin stays.
ate macdonal's with jiehao and met up with Weilin.
It started raining.
We ran in the rain for shelter and Jiehao almost fell down! luckily i held on to him. :D
so we took bus28 to in inside area nearer to tampines JC and nearer to Yuqian's place.
met up with Weiru.
Yuqian came,passed Weiru stuffs,sat down and chatted awhile and left.
Peier came a little later and i started design tee-shirts for me,Weiru,Weilin,Peier and Yuqian.
By mistake i drew and wrote out peier's name as "PeiRU".
I felt so guilty.
I'm sorry Peier :(
More designing,drawing BLAH.
left for home.
reach home.
balh blah blah then now blogging.
im tired. i dont know why.
im tired.im tired.im tired.im tired. "(
simplebit-19-wo bu pei
Saturday, November 24, 2007
I fell in love with jay chou new ablum's song esp " wo bu pei".
i'm now worthy of you yet i stay am hanging on.
i should have left but i'm still scare.
cant see the lyrics.
Click on the pictures.
Yesterday i sent mummy and daddy off at the airport.
Mummy seems as though she was going to brust into tears so i quickly left.
Met up with JieHao then we went to vivo.
I went for a express manicure session.
I'm not very sastified with the work done by the lady.
the tickets for the movie ENCHANTED at 6.00p.m was selling fast and we can't have the seat we wan so we bought the tickets for 7.00p.m's show.
Bought 4 tickets.For miie,JieHao,Sandy and her friend.
I don't know what's her name.
Yeap,so JieHao and i spent half a day at vivo city. so bored.
some pictures from the movie scenses.
I love the third pictures when they are dancing! so sweet..
If it happens in reality rather than being shot in a movie that would be so! omgosh!
HAHs! but its just a movie los.
No dragons are gonna fly above you and die from falling because they got wings lah! zzz.
i'm going to stay over at my cousin's hse tonight to accompany my ahma.
my cousin and the family went overseas then my ahma alone so the few of us are going over to pei her.
i need to go pack up now. :D
ciaos.
what i needed was just a little more time.