simplebit 10-what's the big deal about?
Friday, August 24, 2007
Fuck life,fuck friends.
That's what i've got to say for today.
I just don't understand why some people can't get a hang of themselves.
So what i'm friends with you?
You don't have to go over board, do you ?
You don't like people to disturb you and stuff, but why are you doing that to the others?
Do you ever know why ppl dislike you?
Do you ever reflect on yourself?
All you know is to scold the teacher, talk back, scold vulgarity and what else?
At least i know what are my weak points but what about you?
You only need you "friends" when you need them isn't ?
Just like how you needed your english marks.right?
what the fuck.
so not in mood.
simplebit-9-High School Musical 2 - gotta go my own way. (lyrics)
Tuesday, August 21, 2007
High School Musical 2 - gotta go my own way.
Lyrics:
I gotta say what's on my mind
Something about us doesn't seem right these days
Life keeps getting in the way
Whenever we try, somehow the plan is always rearranged
Its so hard to say, but I've gotta do what's best for me
You'll be okay...
Chorus:
I've got to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here;
I hope you understand
We might find our place in this world someday,
But at least for now,I gotta go my own way.
Don't wanna leave it all behind,
But I get my hopes up and watch them fall evrytime
Another color turns to grey
And its just too hard to watch it all slowly fade away.
I'm leavin today
cause I've gotta do what's best for me,
You'll be okay..
Chorus:
I've got to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here;
I hope you understand
We might find our place in this world someday,
But at least for now,I gotta go my own way.
Troy:What about us?
What about evrything we've been through?
Gabriella:What about trust?
Troy:You know I never wanted to hurt you.
Gabriella:And what about me?
Troy:What am I supposed to do?
Gabriella:I gotta leave but ill miss you.
Troy:I'll miss you.
Gabriella:So I've got to move on and be who I am.
Troy:Why do you have to go?
Gabriella:I just don't belong here
I hope you understand
Troy:I'm trying to understand
Gabriella:We might find our place in this world someday
But at least for now
Troy:I want you to stay
Gabriella:I wanna go my own way
I've got to move on and be who I am
Troy:What about us?
Gabriella:I just don't belong here
I hope you understand
Troy:I'm trying to understand
Gabriella:We might find our place in this world someday but at least for now,
I've gotta go my own way,
I've gotta go my own way,
I've gotta go my own way
Got lyrics from : http://www.lyriczz.com/lyriczz.php?songid=46893
Video : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jbKk0Ghv3a4&mode=related&search=
i feel that this song is really sweet and vanessa's voice is damn powerful that it fully showslet others feel how this song should make people feel. :D
For today we had a physics quiz online and an open book chemistry test.
I ask Kaijuan to teach me POA but I didn’t really ask much because there was not time and I fooled around, joked around when I’m suppose to study and do my work :/
There will be a POA test on Friday and Ms. Venus Tan says she’s going to call our parents if we fail this test and YES, I’m going to fail that test. :/
Haiz.
And my parent just fought/ argued just now.
I didn’t know what happen and I wasn’t that free to bother about it.
I spent almost my whole time at home today doing my D&T other than when I was bathing and had my dinner.
I was drawing and thinking of ideas non-stop, till 9.55 pm.
I’m typing so fast now!!
Cause I need to off the computer soon and go to sleep. *Oink!*
And, I don’t know what’s wrong with me.
I hate.
But I don’t know what I’m hating or who I’m hating.
Just simply hate?
And I’ve got attitude problem.
I get very angry easily.
I just can’t control it.
I don’t know WHY again.
I’m going to sleep.
BYE!
You saw me, yet you ran away.
I loved you, yet u shun away.
I came closer, yet u pushed me away.
Joey-Fuck life
simplebit-7- 200807
Monday, August 20, 2007
Today, I went to school with the new hair cut.
Luckily, not many commented so it was all right :)
I took my SPONGEBOB bottle from Jiehao as Weilin also took her stitch bottle.
I bought it for her. She loves stitch! Haha.
It was D&T after silent reading and Mr. Leong was in the classroom before we could “fly” up to the class.
Today’s D&T lesson seems to be the most difficult electronics lesson so far.
I really didn’t understand what he was teaching so I acted as though I understood.
Went for recess.
Had a slacking POA lesson.
Had a slacking English lesson.
I wonder why every English and POA lesson always seems to be so damn slack. *zzzz*
Was it the student’s fault or teacher’s fault?
Had physics lessons. Learnt about light, which was learnt in secondary 2. *boring*
Anyway, Mr. Wong “made” a joke.
“Although the paper maybe smoother than some of you all’s face”
The guys were very bad. They thought of WAIHONG! *star* and they started laughing.
*hahas* Mr. Wong’s eyes look as though they were smaller than mine. :P
Madam Yani changed our sitting arrangement!!!
I’m sitting with Owyong.
Michelle is sitting with Gary. *they look like a pair* :D
And if we were to switch places we will get fined $2/ lessons.
Sounded ridiculous. But madam Yani was so firm and she even told all our subject teachers.
Fine. I think we just have to learn to sit with the others and be more obedient?
Had SPL meeting and I was rushing all the way.
Discuss with them the night shifts and other stuffs.
Yeah. That’s about all for today in school.
I’m missing the days we had now that you're gone. But i'm slowly moving on. I'm still afraid to be in love again. I don't want to get hurt again. Now that i have him to cuddle me in, i hope i would be fair enough, to forget you and treat him the way he deserves.
Joey-let the words remain unsaid.
Okays.
Going to continue about yesterday.
Well, I wondered “WHY” again.
Why
-Does my parents not understand me?
-Does my parents not acknowledge everything I do?
-Don’t they try to understand me?
-Do they like to restrict me?
-Do they always think that I’m going astray and rebelling against them?
I know they scold me out of concern but I really don’t like the way they control stuffs and me. I don’t like to be restricted. I don’t like to give them the impression that I’m rebelling.
But they would not give me encouragement and trust and everything I do. WHAT THE HELL DO I HAVE TO DO TO LET THEM BE HAPPY? Fuck.
Anyway, that was my thoughts when I was all silenced on the car.
When I reached home yesterday night, Weilin gave me a link and I went to read the blog.And OH MY GOSH!! I was disgusted!!!
The blog i read belonged to a couple.
And my reaction was "EEWWWW!"
WHY did the guy go for THAT type of girl?
I mean that girl was totally a freak!
She’s so disgusting and I was completely freaked out.
I can’t stand the look of the girl and she’s so act cute!
I can’t stand the way they blog and how they call each other.
I mean could you be more sensitive?
Even though it’s your OWN blog but people are reading it?
The guy was turning bad and the girl was completely rotten.
Why did a guy who was once so nice turn to be so “EWW!” ?
What’s wrong with all the guys lately?
It seems that all the good guys are being brought to Pluto and all the bad guys form Jupiter are invading the earth and killing all gals. Damn.
I’m going to start liking girls instead.
I LOVE CETRINA!
I LOVE WEILIN!
I LOVE WEIRU!
I LOVE TANYA!
I LOVE QIAN-NING!
I LOVE QIAN-YING!
I LOVE LYNN!
I LOVE JAVINE!
I LOVE JORENE!
I LOVE TASMIN!
I LOVE JASLENE!
I LOVE PEI-ER!
I LOVE GALS!! :P
simplebit-5- 19082007
Sunday, August 19, 2007
Today I woke up, I wash up, I ate breakfast, which was the “birthday mee suai” cooked by my mum. :D
Then I was very good, I went to do some of my tuition homework but I can’t stand the temptations of the computer, which was beside me :(
After playing the computer for a while, I carried on doing my design and technology.
My dad urges me to take my bath so I was very obedient and went for my bath.
After taking my bath, my mum wanted to bring me to parkway parade’s NTUC to buy stuffs for praying of the 7th month but I told her I wanted to go and study with my friends at east coast.
At first, she let me go but I think she had mood swing.
She scolded me for taking a BIG bag and I was like, “what’s wrong with taking a big bag?”
So we were on the car.
My mum, my dad, my brother, my granny and I.
Sent my brother to work.
I was on the car. Silenced for the whole time.
Then, my dad drove to East Coast Park, my mum gave me $7 and I was at the East Coast Park’s burger king waiting for cetrina, weilin, and weiru.
I didn’t really study much there.
I doodled. I did math. I did a little D&T.
Ermm.I think I’ll continue blogging tomorrow cause my mum is nagging at me to off the computer now.
NITES!
I love to be in your arms then.I’m afraid to see you again now.Will I be able to face you and be strong? i'm so afrsid feelings might come back.